"I Used To Love Poetry"
- Fatimah Al Aisyah Ahmad

- Apr 8, 2021
- 1 min read

I love poetry
I love how simple words
Woven into sentences
Become paths to unimaginable adventures
Like a handmade scarf for the coldest of winters
A medium of interpretation
A catalyst for discourse
Spanning so far within an infinite timeline
I used to write poetry
Hoping it would be pathways, waves, roads
For people to find themselves
For me to find myself in the words
I've kept hidden behind everyone else's
But I stopped
I realized, just like everything, poetry is guarded
Gatekept by the underworld of the norm,
Hiding behind a hip façade called the "indie" scene
A limited edition item pleasuring the elites
My words had to be tormented to be human
Verbose to be poetic
Not mine to be mine
My words aren't fine wine
You sip pinkies out, egos high up
It is a sign
Of passion,
Of heartache,
Of me
In that room full of greats
My words meant nothing
In this room full of greats
Am I still nothing?
I used to love poetry
But just like any crush
I'm crushed
So before I fall for you again
I'll stop




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